I don’t know whether it’s getting worse, better, ongoing, or stuck. I’ve just realized that among all, I’m the one who stricken by it vastly. In my head keeps saying “please, wore on! Please!” But it can’t wore on like wind blows. I’ll be glad to plonk it anyway. How to get it overcome? Huhh, I’ve been wallowing in self-pity like years. Seems like, I wanna fuck off outta here and run the lunatic overland trips.